Sounds familiar, isn't it?
But ever wonder what will happen after a break up?All those faces in your fantasies will somehow disappear from your mind and you don't know what to replace them with. And that's when loneliness occurs. It would be nice to have someone who would wait for you till the end of time, you know, in case you've changed your mind about wanting to have that person in your life again. But I don't wanna live in such expectation. I don't want anyone to wait for me, to give me a spark of hope knowing that I'm worth someone's sacrifices. I won't make such a selfish decision. But again, forcing someone who have accepted you for your goods and bad, who had been there for you when you feel insecure at 3am in the morning, who would love to see you in his favourite t-shirts and was there with you in a relationship for more than one year was the hardest, yet the saddest decision I've ever made. But I have to.
And with that, I close the chapter of your name.