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I used to be that girl who's dying to have a long hair, a girl who wish she had a flawless complexion. a girl who constantly afraid to take a picture of herself, afraid of seeing herself being that ugly.

People will always tell you, "Every girl is beautiful in their own unique way". But how am I supposed to feel beautiful when my heart keeps on denying it? After all, "Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder" isn't it? And if I personally feels totally ugly about myself, I can't convince everyone else to tell me that I'm pretty. Only then I realized that I can't just sit back and cry for what I had. That won't solve anything. You can't just look at yourself in the mirror in hopes that miracles will occurs to you. Life isn't that simple.

I made a decision to seek for a medical help for my skin and Alhamdulillah, my skin gets better, days by days. I let my hair grow out for one year and a half without cutting a single inch of it. And of course, my hair gets longer too. Let me tell you, gaining confidence is no easy thing. And honestly speaking, I don't have the confidence I have right now if it wasn't because of my face. I believe a lot of girls out there have amazing personality but they don't shine in the middle of the crowd because they're too shy for God's greatest creation; themselves. I understand that insecure feelings, that hardship girls gone through because I've go through that shit before.Whenever girls start crying about their beauty, there's always a little voice inside of me that said  'She will see what she's worth for'.

So take a note from me who's been through this horrible phase; Beauty lies from the inner side of you, nobody will see it unless you truly embrace it. So be yourself, make a change in you if you need to have that confidence to grab that attention, to let people feel your existence, to let yourself be accepted for who you really are. Because out there, there's a lot of people who's ready to make you as a part of their life, you just need to step out of your comfort zone.

And trust me, you're not ugly, at all.
xoxo,
fyzie zissy

12 comments

  1. Good job zyha. I nak kurus macam model catwalk. But i can't.

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  2. (: yeah! inspiring :) it's not easy to believe that you are 16.

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  3. I totally agree that "gaining confidence is no easy thing" :)

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  4. OMG that is sooooo TRUE ! another wise creation of Nazihah Anuar :)

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  5. Beauty lies from the inner side of you, nobody will see it unless you truly embrace it. So be yourself, make a change in you if you need to have that confidence to grab that attention, to let people feel your existence, to let yourself be accepted for who you really are. Because out there, there's a lot of people who's ready to make you as a part of their life, you just need to step out of your comfort zone.

    I adore this :)

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  6. I can relate to this somehow,even though I'm not a girl.haha.

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  7. Wow,you inspiring me a lot.Hmmm,but evendo u said that no one is ugly,my heart still keep saying like that...I couldn't help this feeling T~T

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  8. hareez mad isa, Thank you! :-)

    fifie, I'm sure you have a nice body shape right now, be proud of it :-)

    Sya Syazana, Thank you! Well, I'm officially 16 now n_nv

    nindya, Thanks! :B

    Hanis, Thank you! :3

    dobot, I adore it too. Hihi

    Zaidi Hamid, Lol whut. Haha

    KKwangie ♥, I guess it's normal tho. Sometimes I feels ugly too, but most of the time, I feels different from everybody else, and that's what makes me realize how unique and special I am :-)

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  9. i always have that insecure feeling about beauty. well when people keep saying 'you're cute, pretty' i feel like they are try to not tellin the truth and i probably cant take it as compliment because me myself keeps denying too just like what you thought.

    and most of the time, i feel sad about it..

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  10. Mimie Cikonett :), If you're not going to make any change of the way you think, you will forever think that you're ugly. You think you're not pretty, but someone out there doesn't even have a perfect face structure. Learn to be grateful, okay? :-)

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  11. So you seek for medical help for your skin? May I know what skin problems did you have?
    I have eczema, and my skin is always feeling itchy and irritating then it'll get very dry, and it made me feel completely ugly. And I'm seeking for medical help right now, I really do hope it'll get better. :)

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